{"id":15675,"date":"2007-09-05T04:36:00","date_gmt":"2007-09-05T08:36:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/hame.ink\/hameblog\/2007\/09\/05\/managing-my-time-investments\/"},"modified":"2025-09-12T07:49:45","modified_gmt":"2025-09-12T10:49:45","slug":"managing-my-time-investments","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hame.ink\/blether\/2007\/09\/05\/managing-my-time-investments\/","title":{"rendered":"Managing my time investments"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Ahhh, bliss! Yesterday I ponied up the whole \u00a31.50 to add spam filtering to my mailhosting package, and it&#8217;s as if a noisy construction site next door just closed down. (Or more like a 24-7 p*rn studio.)<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>Because I have a top-level domain (my name + .com), I get flooded by at least a hundred random messages a day. I order things online and &#8212; very selectively &#8212; sign up to sites and newsletters, so that meant I had to filter through everything that got diverted into my Junk folder by my mail program&#8217;s own filters in case there was something new I might want hadn&#8217;t been added to my safe-list. I didn&#8217;t appreciate how much time this took until now. The barrage of filthy, duplicitous crap has&#8230; <em>stopped<\/em>. I feel like I&#8217;m sitting in the woods in total silence.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>Along those lines, I also removed my profiles from various dating\/chat sites, because I found myself constantly tempted to check in with them, or get into long chats with random people &#8212; which is all very nice, but had nothing to do with the intention behind joining those sites (finding romance, if I&#8217;m honest with myself), and salted acres of time in which I could have been planting something meaningful.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>My self-discipline exists in not having things in my environment in the first place; once they&#8217;re there, I have no willpower (I don&#8217;t like sweeties, for instance, but if I have them here, I&#8217;ll munch through the lot of them).<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>So last night, not having this distraction available, I made two books while spending time with Patrick watching movies. I also got to bed at a reasonable time, not something-o&#8217;-clock in the morning, because there was no particular reason to turn on the computer. Apparently I&#8217;m not alone in this: I read a news item the other day about <a href=\"http:\/\/talentnetworkinc.blogspot.com\/2007\/08\/sleep-better-by-cutting-out-late-night.html\" title=\"'net and tv affect sleep\">the link between insomnia and late-night Internet use or television-watching<\/a>. It makes sense: something bright shining in your face is pretty much the opposite of the &#8220;night&#8221;, &#8220;darkness&#8221; cues that tell the brain it&#8217;s time to sleep.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>Now, the big question: Can I make Facebook work for me, or do I finally pull the plug on that, too? Unlike the general public, who seem to think it&#8217;s a wonder, I just find it annoying. Sure, it&#8217;s really cool to see that folks from high school are alive and well (and all married with two children, apparently). Beyond that, though, or the initial <em>C.V. <\/em>conversation, there isn&#8217;t much to say in most cases. Which is perhaps why everyone resorts to adding gawdawful, pointless &#8220;applications&#8221; to their pages and sending me links so I can add them, too. No thanks; getting &#8216;poked&#8217; by an Internet application is no more pleasant or purposeful than being poked in real life.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>I do receive informative invitations to friends&#8217; events, but these are often overseas, or conflict with my general time-stinginess since I&#8217;m working on a book. So that&#8217;s just another dash of guilt stirred in with the portion of my attention it takes to deal with the announcement e-mail.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>Could I make Facebook work for me as a micropublisher? Perhaps, if I could use it to connect with readers, authors, or crafters who might be interested in the what I&#8217;m doing. But I&#8217;m not sure that anyone would ever follow through and actually buy a book; I know I&#8217;m growing weary of receiving requests through the site.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>So, okay, that&#8217;s a project for next week: see how Facebook works as an audience-growing tool. I&#8217;ll leave it alone for now.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>I do this: I get everything working, then I want to dismantle it and get it working <em>better<\/em>. For the time being, concentration, productivity, and sleep are awfully nice to get back in the latest configuration of things.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>~<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p><strong>What I&#8217;m reading:<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>I really enjoyed a BBC documentary called <em><a href=\"http:\/\/www.bbc.co.uk\/bbcfour\/documentaries\/features\/century_of_the_self.shtml\" title=\"BBC.co.uk - Century of the Self\">The Century of the Self<\/a><\/em>, which looked at the way Freudian psychology was brought to America, developed into the science of &#8220;Public Relations&#8221;, and went on to influence every aspect of modern life, from our purchases to our activities to the policies of our governments. The documentary isn&#8217;t available for sale, but you can watch it on <a href=\"http:\/\/video.google.co.uk\/videosearch?q=century+of+the+self\" title=\"The Century of the Self\">Google video<\/a>.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>I have a tendency when I find something I like to then go and explore the source material it came from &#8212; which often turns up a more potent essence of the thing I found compelling, even if it&#8217;s less comprehensible or practical. (For example, the workshop experiences I had with <a href=\"http:\/\/www.landmark-education.com\/\" title=\"Landmark Education\">Landmark Education<\/a> led me to the work of Martin Heidegger. Okay, yes, he may or may not have been a Nazi apologist, but we all have our foibles! That doesn&#8217;t make me afraid of looking at his ideas about language, thinking, and being.)<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>Several key figures kept coming up in <em>The Century of the Self<\/em>, so curiosity has led me to their writings, which are the source of the ideas in the series:<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p><em>The Hidden Persuaders<\/em>, by Vance Packard<br \/><em>Propaganda<\/em>, by Edward Bernays<br \/><em>One-Dimensional Man<\/em>, by Herbert Marcuse<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>Also on my stack are:<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p><em>The End of Nature<\/em>, by Bill McKibben<br \/><em>Poetry, Language, Thought<\/em>, by Martin Heidegger<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>This reading has made me question my thinking about psychology. For some time, I&#8217;ve written it off as what I call &#8220;The Science of Blame&#8221;. The personal work I&#8217;ve been doing for nearly a decade has been focused on goals, designing a future that gives me what I&#8217;m doing today. To this thinking, emotions are merely a byproduct. It&#8217;s been useful, and has produced tangible results in my life that I&#8217;m happy for. But now I&#8217;m looking back into the shadows, questioning what&#8217;s motivating these activities, and there&#8217;s some crazy stuff in there. <em>(You&#8217;re doing this for<\/em> that <em>reason? You really believe that? How weird.)<\/em> I don&#8217;t intend to do nothing but stare into that pool and become rooted to the bank, but having that information makes other choices possible.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>So, er, this is what I&#8217;ve been thinking about. Not that you asked for any of this.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m also back to work. Speaking of which, I&#8217;m going to go do some.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<div class=\"blogger-post-footer\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1\" height=\"1\" src=\"https:\/\/hame.ink\/blether\/wp-content\/uploads\/posts\/1024\/managing-my-time-investments0.jpg.webp\" alt=\"\"><\/div><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ahhh, bliss! 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