{"id":15448,"date":"2011-09-01T12:54:00","date_gmt":"2011-09-01T16:54:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/hame.ink\/hameblog\/2011\/09\/01\/mental-autumn\/"},"modified":"2025-09-12T07:50:15","modified_gmt":"2025-09-12T10:50:15","slug":"mental-autumn","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hame.ink\/blether\/2011\/09\/01\/mental-autumn\/","title":{"rendered":"Mental autumn"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m in one of those periods where I just want to read and research and buy things and don&#8217;t seem to have it in me to bring anything creative forth. It&#8217;s uncomfortable, but I guess this is the seasonal nature of these things. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>I wish I could turn the computer off more. It&#8217;s half magic wand, half stupid-ray. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>And this business of people dying and being seriously ill is frightening. I feel like I&#8217;m clinging to Craig while the world falls apart, and I don&#8217;t even want to acknowledge the thought that comes after that. <\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s not as bad as it sounds, because there&#8217;s a bigger context than this that I mostly believe in, except when I doubt it and get scared.<\/p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m in one of those periods where I just want to read and research and buy things and don&#8217;t seem to have it in me to bring anything creative forth. It&#8217;s uncomfortable, but I guess this is the seasonal nature of these things. I wish I could turn the computer off more. It&#8217;s half magic [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15448","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/hame.ink\/blether\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15448","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/hame.ink\/blether\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/hame.ink\/blether\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hame.ink\/blether\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hame.ink\/blether\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15448"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/hame.ink\/blether\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15448\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/hame.ink\/blether\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15448"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hame.ink\/blether\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15448"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hame.ink\/blether\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15448"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}