{"id":15444,"date":"2011-10-09T12:42:00","date_gmt":"2011-10-09T16:42:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/hame.ink\/hameblog\/2011\/10\/09\/autumning-out\/"},"modified":"2025-09-12T07:50:15","modified_gmt":"2025-09-12T10:50:15","slug":"autumning-out","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hame.ink\/blether\/2011\/10\/09\/autumning-out\/","title":{"rendered":"Autumning Out"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been feeling run-down lately. I was starting to worry that I was malnourished from how I&#8217;ve been eating, or it was depression from all the people around me being mortally ill. It all gets under your skin after a bit, and really felt like depression did &#8212; no oomph to get going, finding myself staring off into the middle distance, that kind of thing. Except I wasn&#8217;t sad.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know why, but today I&#8217;ve got my energy back, and boy am I glad! It feels so good &#8212; partly to be back on top of Maslov&#8217;s pyramid where I can think and plan and make stuff, and partly for the relief of knowing there isn&#8217;t anything wrong with me!<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>Maybe it&#8217;s just the change of seasons.<\/p>\n<\/p>\n<p>This mortal life is weird, being teamed up with a body whose workings I&#8217;m not privy to.<\/p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;ve been feeling run-down lately. I was starting to worry that I was malnourished from how I&#8217;ve been eating, or it was depression from all the people around me being mortally ill. It all gets under your skin after a bit, and really felt like depression did &#8212; no oomph to get going, finding myself [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15444","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/hame.ink\/blether\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15444","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/hame.ink\/blether\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/hame.ink\/blether\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hame.ink\/blether\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hame.ink\/blether\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15444"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/hame.ink\/blether\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15444\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/hame.ink\/blether\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15444"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hame.ink\/blether\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15444"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hame.ink\/blether\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15444"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}